Pudency

There is too much shit in my head..

So much that I don't know how to handle it..

So many pictures..

So many thoughts..

So much that I don't know what to do..

There are too many things which are already said..

I have to keep silent..

I am not allowed to say anything..

There is so much pain inside..

So much sorrow..

So many tears..

So many harm..

So much darkness..

Maybe it's to much to suffer..

Mabe I wanna give up for a while..