Loneliness

It hurts beeing alone the whole day.
No one to talk to. No one to hold my hand.
No one who knew my thoughts..
I am a fucking mystery for all the other people.
It hurts not beeing normal. Never able to be.
It's crazy and I can't go on with this.
Always hiding my deepest secrets. Always acting.
Always smiling. Always giving the best is not enough.
I loose with every breeth, with every second I stay.
My heart is frozen, my soul is broken. Some day
I left my body. Life hurts the most.